Ho Hum

I should be alseep. I have to get up and go to work in 6 hours. Tra la la la...I'm not sleepy. Just thought I would share.

Life's Many Confusions

It occurred to me today that no one reads my blog. That isn't a horrible thought, although it does make me feel a bit rejected. However, I am finding that this has been a very therapeutic activity. And so it continues.

As I get older, I find that I am more and more confused by life. When I was younger I thought I would have life figured out by the time I was in my 20s. Well, here I am at 23 and more confused than ever. I am still searching for my place and what I am supposed to be when I grow up. I find that relationships are even more complicated. There are certain people that are in my life that drive me crazy. There is no other way to put it. There are times that I feel I can tolerate these people and even possibly like them, and just as I relax, they do something utterly ridiculous, insensitive, rude, hurtful, and irritating, and I find myself wishing I didn't have to tolerate any more ridiculous behavior. Unfortunately, these are people I have no choice but to coexist with. I feel as though I am in a constant state of double standards and uncertainty. Again....Confusion!

It is not that I am unhappy or discontent. I am actually quite pleased with most aspects of my life. I love my job, my husband, and my puppy. Happiness isn't the issue. I am just incredibly confused and perplexed by the complexity of life.

I would like to meet someone who has it figured out. Are you there???