Friday, June 26, 2009

Student....Once Again


In the past two years I have carried many changing titles: Girlfriend, Fiance, Wife, Student, Ex... well you get the point. Well I am trying on one of these titles once again. No...I don't have any "special announcements" or "save-the-date" cards going out ANYTIME soon. I am actually going back to school...again.

I started school yesterday...three days behind. It was sort of a $20,000 impulse purchase yesterday morning. I decided to take out student loans and begin the term. For some this may shock you, but for those who know me best this will come as no surprise at all. I am sort of an impulse shopper. Once I set my mind to something, I want it and I want it now. However, I have made a vow that no more will my impulse purchases include putting a hole in my body. I still can't sleep on the right side of my body almost two months later!!

My last attempt at going back to school ended miserably as finals week hit right smack in the middle of the chaos that was going on in my personal life. However, Eastern Oregon University has forgiven my 2 F's and I am now a full-time Distance Ed student. I am actually really nervous about this whole thing. I am sure once I settle into a routine I will be ok. It is just a really big step and I know that if I mess up this time, there are no more chances. I know that God will provide and as long as I work hard I will soon be able to claim a new title...College Graduate.

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Seattle, - Also Commonly Referred to as Heaven!





Today I returned from the happiest place on Earth. No I did not go to Disney Land! I was in Seattle for three glorious days. Seattle is possibly the most wonderful place on the planet. Ok, so I exaggerate a bit. All I know is that I haven't been that relaxed and haven't had that much fun, in I don't know how long.

Wednesday I landed at SeaTac airport and boarded a bus that took me to downtown Seattle where I was to get on another bus that would take me to Jeff and Lauren's apartment on Capitol Hill. Of course, I couldn't just go straight to an empty apartment. I decided to wander around the city. I am sure I looked rather nomadic with my roller suit case and carry on bags. I now totally understand the whole shopping cart thing. At one point I found myself looking for a homeless guy with a spare just to take some of the pressure off my aching back! Eventually I got tired and decided to eat at a restaurant that epitomizes all that makes Seattle great! Ok, so McDonalds isn't exactly fine dining, however I am convinced that everything tastes better in the shadow of the Space Needle.

Friday I spent the day wandering around Seattle, eating lunch with Lauren, and going down to Pikes Place Market. It was at Pike's Place that I discovered something about myself. I am a stuck up tourist! I found myself not taking pictures with all the other people around me because I wanted to come off as a local or someone who has at least lived in Seattle. I did live in the Seattle area for almost 3 years...doesn't that make me a step above the average tourist? I mean really, I was visiting friends - not touring. Friday night Jeff, Lauren, and I made dinner, went to ice cream, and then made homemade cinnamon rolls. Ok, so Lauren made the dough but I helped put on the cinnamon and roll up the dough!

Saturday was my favorite day of all. We went to Bainbridge Island which meant that I got to ride a ferry. I LOVE FERRIES!! I was taking sneaky pictures on my cell phone. Like I said, I am not the average tourist and could not appear to be so. We spent the day walking around the Island and looking through little shops. I ordered a Mimosa at lunch and quickly learned that champagne on an empty stomach has interesting effects on a person. Let's just say I was relaxed. After a day full of walking, wine tasting, eating, and ferry riding I was beyond tired. I ended up going to bed very early after dinner.

This trip was exactly what I needed to relax and clear my head after many stressful months. I haven't had much clarity on where my life is going or what I am supposed to do, but I have decided that it is time for big changes. While a tattoo is definitely something that is still on the table...the change I am about to make is bigger than ink that is permanently attached to my body. I am going to be moving to Seattle. I am going back. I am hoping in the next couple of months I will be able to get myself in a position that will allow me to move. This is just something I need to do for Gizmo and I. I am excited about the future for the first time in 6 months.

Friday, June 12, 2009

Short Update

I am currently sitting in Seattle, and have time for a very short update. Work is going well. I am not exactly enjoying my job, nor am I fulfilled in what I do; however I am paying off my bills consistently and that is worth the obscene hours I am working. My personal life is...well...interesting but I am determined to not write anymore depressing posts b/c I am determined to move on with my life. I have no interest in dating or marriage or boys in general at this point. I do have an interest in being self sufficient and successful. I am working on going back to school and eventually getting my law degree. I don't really know yet. I think I am ready for a change...a BIG change! I don't know what that might be but I will keep my eyes open!

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I am working hard and enjoying life. When I am not working, I am busy hanging out with friends and saving money for traveling. I am determined to live life to its fullest and experiencing absolutely everything I can!