Loving the Day-to-Day Monotany

I haven't posted a blog in months...literally. Alot has changed but now I am settling into the rhythm of day-to-day life. In July I finally moved out of my parents's house and got my own place in Boise. I live a literal 2 minutes from my job and am enjoying not having to spend more than $38 a month in gas. I finished up Summer term at school and am looking forward to the fall.

The best part of my life is that it is quiet. After years of constant drama and not knowing what tomorrow might bring, I have peace. I wake up in the morning, go to work, pay my bills, come home, and do it all over again the next day. It is WONDERFUL!!!! This may seem boring to some, but after 3 years of job losses, un-ending medical bills, hospital stays, over-drawn bank accounts, lawsuits, garnishments, in-law drama, disastrous apartments, lies, tears, and complete destruction; I am quite content to live in what many would call a state of monotany. My apartment is clean, bills are paid in full before they are due, and I can actually come home and relax.

There are still days that are rough and I struggle emotionally, but because I am not in a constant state of anxiety, I am able to push through and am slowly starting to heal. The best part is that I am starting to make friends and re-join society.

I love my new apartment. It is perfect for Gizmo and I. My complex has a pool, hot tub, and a gym that I have taken full advantage of. It is great. Life is looking wonderfully boring and I know I have a bright future.